Nooooooo! The other day I told Franklin that I wasn't looking for anything serious long distance, and even though he said he was fine I could tell he was somehow affected in a non-positive way! Now i've been trying to get a hold of him so we could just talk and he hasn't been calling me back! I'm so stupid! It's like I pushed him away and that is certainly not what I wanted to do! He really is such a good guy and of course I had to go and fuck it up! I didn't even word how I told him very well. Maybe he's just been busy for the past few days and hasn't had a chance to get back to me...I pray that that is the case!

I am loving Avon! I truly am! The convenience is awesome! For example I stop by my bank to deposit a check and I take an order for a handbag and a pair of shoes! I run into the ups store and meet two ladies who order $60 worth of merchandise! I'm driving in my car on my way to the grocery store and call a friend to see if she saw anything she was interested in buying! So far my next order is very large and growing! This truly is god watching out for me financially right now because he knows that Farmers Furniture has stretched my wallet way too thin!
Also Franklin, the guy I met in Charleston, is driving up and staying with me for 2 nights next week! Way awesome and sexy is he! Really I'm still so shocked about him coming up for many reasons, but I might discuss those later! For now I have to go back to work...I'm only on a lunch break! Booooo!

So I am now 21! Yes indeedy! I know I must start off my blog by giving you the details of my 21st birthday downtown Charlotte. Well Ellen and I went to this awesome club called Crush. This bartender gave us free drinks all night and we had men buy us drinks on occasion. We both got really drunk of course. I made out with 4 different guys and Ellen made out with 2. One man was Yugoslavian and I really couldn't understand what he was saying to me. The only thing I did understand was "Drop your friend off and let me take you to your bed." Of course he was out of luck but you can't blame a guy for trying. Another guy named Joey, and he was really hott...well the yugoslavian was also. Then some guy uhhh I don't know what his name was, but he was obsessed with chewing gum, and last but not least this guy his name is pronounced ( Hi -dro with a rolling R) from Coasta Rica! His friend Nestor (also rolling R) was really hott and him and Ellen made out! They also took us out for breakfast, that is Nestor and Hydro, after we left Crush. Man the music was awesome! They guys were hott and plentiful...not to mention we were drunk from free drinks, so overall i'd say we had an awesome time! We are looking forward to going back again soon! Also the girls weren't like all tiny and cutesy like at Bar Charlotte, and I think having to be over 21 helps with narrowing that down. OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH yeah and I met Ron Jeremy the pornstar (you know the one from the surreal life) and he kissed me on my cheek! As you can see we fully enjoyed ourselves!
Also this weekend Ellen and I went to Charleston/Summerville to enjoy the 4th of July weekend! We stayed with the Oh so Lovely and hilarious Lauren (Black Girl) Gist! We did all kinds of fun things like went to go see Batman at the IMAX, went to the beach, saw fireworks downtown and got really drunk and went to Denny's last night till like 3am. Oh yeah and I made out with this really hott guy named Franklin, who I just met last night! I got to see Maggie (who brought Franklin along for my enjoyment....I owe ya one babe) and much to my surprise she drank with us last night! Recently I have been enjoying the wonderfullness of the Lemon Drop shot! Holy crap is it good, plus it makes me drunk fast! Yayaya! What else....hmmmm.....oh yeah I got to see Camel and that man can pull off some of the wierdest looking headgear. A halo sucks but Camel only makes it look sexy! I love you Camel, even though I know you never read my blog!
Rachel, Ellen and I miss you! We hope you are having a great time up in North Carolina!