Guess what! Winthrop University's Interior Design Department now has, oh yesss, Full 3-D software! Auto Cad 2005 and Auto Cad 2005 Architectural something or other that adds color i'd assume! Rock on! Yesss! Now all i have to do is find me some thank you notes!

Wow school is so close. I start classes a week from tomorrow! Crazy! I talked to Constance today, awww my cute little girlfriend. She informed me that Mr. Shauble, yes art crit teacher, is teaching my codes and standards class. He has an architecture degree, which is great, this was a great decision that the school made. Really! I'm proud. Because i don't feel like my education is being compromised in this area. Now if i go back and i found out that we have full 3-D software or will be getting it soon, Then I will definitely be sending out some thank you notes. Maybe even to Jerry Walden. But that is if we see some 3-D in the near future! Rock On! I can't wait to move in to the Apartment. Rock on! Jump is doing a concert in Charlotte soon. I'm totally stroked and stoked. I can't wait to see my gals, and Adam this weekend. Yeahhhhh! Whoo who! Ok enough cheering for one post. Ta-ta!

(Sighhhh) Last night my dog, Scooter, died. He was officially the 6th member of the family. I know there are people in Florida who have lost homes and even lives, but any major loss is always hard. After Matthew Henry had been robbed he said "First let me be thankful because i was never robbed before. Second, because although they took my purse, they did not take my life. Third, that although they took my all, it was not much. Fourth, because it was I who was robbed, not I that did the robbing." It is god that does the taking away of things, and loved ones, including Scooter. So today, though there will be sadness, I am thankful for the 12 years of joy that we had with him. And for those friends of mine in Florida, and for those who i do not know, I hope that you are safe, either on earth or in the heavens...with my Scooter.

Dreams are like little vacations to unworldly places. Little hopes are embedded in each one, but they are usually hard to interpret. A lot of people say that they don't dream, or if they do they can't remember any of it. I on the other hand have tons of dreams, especially lately. I just thought i'd give you a good laugh by telling you some of my recent dreams. All of these are way more detailed but this is just the basic storyline.
*One night i was on a christian youth trip to a strip club, when the big black woman stripper gave me hope that if she could do it I could do it. So i started experimenting with stripping.
*One night i had series of dreams, and the common theme seemed to be survival. I was carrying pipes on the side of a highway with a big group of people and we came to this hill and we had to carry the pipes down this hill of broken glass. Later it seemed i was on the same trip but without the pipes we were sneaking around through an underground market in Europe. Then with the same group of people we were on a boat and it hit another boat and the boat sank, but i don't think we died for some reason. Then i was suddenly with my family and we were on these bananna boat things in the ocean and we were all dehydrated, and i started my period. When we finally found land (things changed and kind of felt more like a road rules family) there were four guys all peeing in a box and we all dranking it like it was milk. Then suddenly i was at McDonald's and we were having a car wash and encouraging people in the drive through to get orange juice and then we'd put vodka in their OJ for a $2 charge. That same night i also had this dream that i was friends with this girl and she was a liar, and it took place in a mall.
* Today i took a long 6 hour nap! Yeah i know i'm a bum. But i had some dream where i was in Europe trying to find someone i was in love with and the whole time it was Eddie Izzard who was trapping me because he lusted after me! And there was some room that my grandma decorated for me and there was this party in that room, and everybody was wearing nice dresses. Also i've been having some pornographic dreams lately, but of course we won't talk about those. I also had this dream that i married a Catholic priest and we were at this convention and one of the church memebers had videotaped my husband jokingly saying something about him wanting to marry a man, and everybody got out of their seats and left. They didn't leave because they were disgusted with my husband, but because this person was that petty and everybody knew my husband was a good man.

I know wierd huh? I wonder if i've been having all of these crazy dreams because of the medication i'm on for my jaw. I mean these are just a couple of dreams that i've had lately. I've always been very imaginative.

Sorry the Trance post was only suppose to be published once but....yeah my finger was doing a European thing and we all know those are out of control.

So yeah what's up folks? So today is my last day at Semolina's atleast for now. Ya know it all depends on internships as to whether i'll end up back there. Hey i bought the coolest stuff at Goodwill yesterday. I only spent 20 bucks and some cents, and i got 3 sweaters, and 2 jackets. One of the sweaters still had a tag on it.
So this is my to-do list before i go back to school. This is just for my own use...uhhh..
try to find another pair of jeans and get black shoes
gather up as many toiletries as possible
clean clothes
clean room
clean car
pack stuff from room into car

So next Thursday i'm leaving New Orleans at like 4am and driving to Greenville to meet Rachel, Ellen, and Chris for a free Florez concert. I hope i make it there on time. Then after i'm staying at Ellen's in Spartanburg, and then leaving Friday morning to go stay with Adam for 2 days. Moving in to the apartment on Sunday morning. I can't wait!

Trance it up baby! Yeahhhhhhh. I feel like i'm in a European dream land full of arms just going crazy. Ohhhh ta de ta de de de te te te. I see right through to you! See you're every move. Te da te ahhhhhh te te. Do the invisible globe everyone!!!!!!!! Wheewwwww!

Trance it up baby! Yeahhhhhhh. I feel like i'm in a European dream land full of arms just going crazy. Ohhhh ta de ta de de de te te te. I see right through to you! See you're every move. Te da te ahhhhhh te te. Do the invisible globe everyone!!!!!!!! Wheewwwww!

Trance it up baby! Yeahhhhhhh. I feel like i'm in a European dream land full of arms just going crazy. Ohhhh ta de ta de de de te te te. I see right through to you! See you're every move. Te da te ahhhhhh te te. Do the invisible globe everyone!!!!!!!! Wheewwwww!

So my face looks like a huge balloon, but good news is that...well it's getting better, or atleast it should soon. Mom and I went to go see the Little Black book, with Brittany Murphy, sorry guys but don't waste your money. I'm so sick of movies that have no real story line or movies that have no heart at all. Ya wanna know what movies were actually good? A Cinderella Story with Hillary Duff, The Notebook (amazing movie), Raising Helen, Dodgeball (wasn't a complete waste of time), 13 going on 30 was pretty good, and huh i can't think of ne others right now.
I'm gonna miss my mom when i go back to school, but I'm definitely ready to go back.
For those of you who are wondering, i haven't smoked since the night of the Gavin Degraw concert. I'm glad i put that limit on myself for a while, and i'm gonna do that every now and then just to keep myself in control.
I need to give Constance a holla, just to see what she's up to, and Gram too. Ellen's back from France and i called her and we talked for 3 hours. Haha thankfully i won't be home when they get the phone bill, hehehe, i know i'm evil.
Some inspirational song lyrics
"I'm a Wanderer i have no place or time. I'm just drifting on this lonely road of mine, and if you'd like you can come along with me but i promise you that i am not the man i use to be." Marc Broussard
"...cause there's so much more. Baby if you could love someone like me, there's no end to the possibilities, hopes and dreams push up, wade the pain and regret, but lovin you just let's me know there might be hope for me yeahh." Marc Broussard

SOoooo yes tomorrow I will be in major pain from getting my wisdom teeth taken out. Ouch. I'm scheduled to work on Monday so hopefully i don't look totally retarded, like some chipmonk who got hit in the face with a baseball bat.
Sigh...I just received this devotional that Darren sent me. I don't...sigh...what should i do. I mean i told him that Adam was coming to visit me from SC, but he doesn't know ...ya know. Oh man. I kind of just thought that maybe he would just slowly forget about me, not that i really wanted him too, but part of me did. I don't think he'll really be upset, which is kinda strange too. I don't want to call him and tell him over the phone that i'm with somebody else, because i feel like that is kind of a chicken thing to do. I'm so glad that i'm with Adam right now...it just feels like right, but ya know i did have great feelings for Darren and I just want to make sure that no matter what we can still be friends. Oh dear!