MMmmm so yes it is monday at a little after 7pm (yes my posted times are wrong) and um someone suggested i update. So yes that is what i am doing. Well last night we threw my roomate a Surprise Birthday party, and we succeded with the surprise part, which was cool. Last year we forgot her birthday so this year hopefully we made up for it. During the party we had a little crazy dancing that ensued. Fred i'm glad i didn't scare you dear.
U know what sucks though. THe fact that i have a summer birthday party, and this year it esp. sucked. Haha my mom wanted to make me a nice dinner HAHAH so she decided to try a new recipe. Yeah it um as you might have guessed, SUCKED. But that's ok she tried. Oh yeah and i just got my birthday card and money today! Yes today! Like 4 months later. Hahaha.
My throat is starting to hurt and i hope that i'm not getting sick, eh, that would be poopie. What else...
Well i am a little bashfull about posting this, esp. so soon after my last post, but um ... Emily Becker is officially off the market. Yeah I am officially somebodies "woman". Hahaha. I am not well contained, not that i plan to be in other area besides men, but we will see how this goes. I'm so used to doing whatever i want, like randomly kissing whomever i feel like, that this change of wind will feel strange at first, but i hope to adapt.
On the other hand i soooo need to go back on body for life, or just set some limits to my eating habits. Also on that note constance brought back her coffee maker, so yes come by for a cup sometime.
Guys i may be going to see Cowboy Mouth in Charleston on Thursday night. I hope so! It would be soooo much fun. THIS IS A ROCK AND ROLL SONG ABOUT A ROCK AND ROLL BAND CALLED COWBOY MOUTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Thursday, September 25, 2003
Let me just say it's Thursday, which to the rest of the world means only one more day till the end of the week, but not for me! Thursday means end of the week to me! Yes at 3:30pm on Thursdays my weekend has officially begun. This semester i have felt extrememly slack, not that i don't do assignments (or that would be the death of my Interior Design years here at Winthrop), but mainly that like i never go to Biology, cause hey if you can skip classes and make an 88 on the test, then what the hell, right?? Esp. since he doesn't take role!
I suppose everyone is wondering how my dating life is going, since it never ceases to be atleast turned into entertaining stories. And for all you nosy people it seems to be going fine! I am always very honest about where i stand in a relationship, whether or not i'm seeing other people and whatnot, but i think guys have been misinterpreting that info into "oh she must not really like me." When in reality the fact is that we don't know each other quite well enough to only be seeing each other, but that doesn't mean i don't take the relationship seriously. I have been realizing slowly that there are men who value the title of exclusive dating (aka going steady in the 50's), atleast if I am enterpreting this new information correctly. This semester i really would like to find someone that i could be exclusive with! You know get really comfortable with one person, and by comfortable i suppose i mean that great friendship, great romance, and great sexual chemistry (with no sex, sorry fellas). I think what i'm trying to say here is that I am longing for an exclusive relationship, but i don't want to jump into anything too fast! Many of you know that fast relationships are my specialty and this to me is a bad thing, so i want to take things slow and find somebody right for me and vice versa!
Oh by the way Bob The Bachelor is so hot! God he seems like he is gonna kiss every girl on the episode though, and I was extremly upset when he didn't pick the blonde Virgin girl, cause she was so sweet! Oh yes and to my dearest Rachel I love hearing you sing! You are an amazing woman, and everytime you sing it's hard to hold the tears in! God gave you the voice of an angel and i'm glad your using it to serve him! Ta-Ta my peoples!
I suppose everyone is wondering how my dating life is going, since it never ceases to be atleast turned into entertaining stories. And for all you nosy people it seems to be going fine! I am always very honest about where i stand in a relationship, whether or not i'm seeing other people and whatnot, but i think guys have been misinterpreting that info into "oh she must not really like me." When in reality the fact is that we don't know each other quite well enough to only be seeing each other, but that doesn't mean i don't take the relationship seriously. I have been realizing slowly that there are men who value the title of exclusive dating (aka going steady in the 50's), atleast if I am enterpreting this new information correctly. This semester i really would like to find someone that i could be exclusive with! You know get really comfortable with one person, and by comfortable i suppose i mean that great friendship, great romance, and great sexual chemistry (with no sex, sorry fellas). I think what i'm trying to say here is that I am longing for an exclusive relationship, but i don't want to jump into anything too fast! Many of you know that fast relationships are my specialty and this to me is a bad thing, so i want to take things slow and find somebody right for me and vice versa!
Oh by the way Bob The Bachelor is so hot! God he seems like he is gonna kiss every girl on the episode though, and I was extremly upset when he didn't pick the blonde Virgin girl, cause she was so sweet! Oh yes and to my dearest Rachel I love hearing you sing! You are an amazing woman, and everytime you sing it's hard to hold the tears in! God gave you the voice of an angel and i'm glad your using it to serve him! Ta-Ta my peoples!
Monday, September 22, 2003
MMmmm interesting night! The project that i thought would only take like 2 more hours (if i started at 3:30) mmmmmmm didn't end till 1:30am. Yeah and Unfortunately i don't feel like it's my best work, but that's ok it was fun doing it with Rachel! When we were finished we decided oh we must go to dinner (yes at 2am dinner is necessary), and that Heather (Rachel's roomate) needed to come with us. So we headed down Cherry Road hoping to find some place besides Wendy's would be open. But much to our surprise Taco Bell was still open. My veins shivered with joy. So about 5 feet after the drive through lady handed us our food, we started thinking mmmmm where shall we partake (oh god rachel has influenced my vocabulary so much) of this wonderful feast. Well of course being lazy and being crazy, I insisted that pulling over immediately infront of the Taco Hell and eating on the side walk of Cherry Road should be a most enjoyable and entertaining experience. And you know what?
I was right. We ate, we drank and yes, as you might have already guessed we were merry. Yes indeedy! Rachel and I did some sloppy slow dancing, then proceeded to come up with more names that would propel dirty people of the opposite sex away. We came to the conclusion again that if you say "Hi. My Name is Ghonoria" in an overtly deep voice that all males will cease to exist on the earth, atleast to your knowledge. Also I came to the conclusion that even though i love feilds.... i hate grass.
A few other highlites include
Being attacked by grass
Being yelled at by passerby's
Finding other art students wondering on Cherry Road at 2am
Um I think that's all of the important bases for this evening. Well it is time for me to get some sleep, finally!!!!
Sorry if there are tons of errors on this pag, no need to affend ne one, but it's late and the words are becoming fuzzy!
Oh yes, and as an update, just for the record, Jessica Simpson ironed the other day, yes she did all by herself like a normal human her age, she infact did iron her dress without harming it!
I was right. We ate, we drank and yes, as you might have already guessed we were merry. Yes indeedy! Rachel and I did some sloppy slow dancing, then proceeded to come up with more names that would propel dirty people of the opposite sex away. We came to the conclusion again that if you say "Hi. My Name is Ghonoria" in an overtly deep voice that all males will cease to exist on the earth, atleast to your knowledge. Also I came to the conclusion that even though i love feilds.... i hate grass.
A few other highlites include
Being attacked by grass
Being yelled at by passerby's
Finding other art students wondering on Cherry Road at 2am
Um I think that's all of the important bases for this evening. Well it is time for me to get some sleep, finally!!!!
Sorry if there are tons of errors on this pag, no need to affend ne one, but it's late and the words are becoming fuzzy!
Oh yes, and as an update, just for the record, Jessica Simpson ironed the other day, yes she did all by herself like a normal human her age, she infact did iron her dress without harming it!
Sunday, September 21, 2003
Mon Sep 22, 02:15:30 AM | Emily Becker | edit ]
MMmmm interesting night! The project that i thought would only take like 2 more hours (if i started at 3:30) mmmmmmm didn't end till 1:30am. Yeah and Unfortunately i don't feel like it's my best work, but that's ok it was fun doing it with Rachel! When we were finished we decided oh we must go to dinner (yes at 2am dinner is necessary), and that Heather (Rachel's roomate) needed to come with us. So we headed down Cherry Road hoping to find some place besides Wendy's would be open. But much to our surprise Taco Bell was still open. My veins shivered with joy. So about 5 feet after the drive through lady handed us our food, we started thinking mmmmm where shall we partake (oh god rachel has influenced my vocabulary so much) of this wonderful feast. Well of course being lazy and being crazy, I insisted that pulling over immediately infront of the Taco Hell and eating on the side walk of Cherry Road should be a most enjoyable and entertaining experience. And you know what?
I was right. We ate, we drank and yes, as you might have already guessed we were merry. Yes indeedy! Rachel and I did some sloppy slow dancing, then proceeded to come up with more names that would propel dirty people of the opposite sex away. We came to the conclusion again that if you say "Hi. My Name is Ghonoria" in an overtly deep voice that all males will cease to exist on the earth, atleast to your knowledge. Also I came to the conclusion that even though i love feilds.... i hate grass.
A few other highlites include
Being attacked by grass
Being yelled at by passerby's
Finding other art students wondering on Cherry Road at 2am
Um I think that's all of the important bases for this evening. Well it is time for me to get some sleep, finally!!!!
Sorry if there are tons of errors on this pag, no need to affend ne one, but it's late and the words are becoming fuzzy!
Oh yes, and as an update, just for the record, Jessica Simpson ironed the other day, yes she did all by herself like a normal human her age, she infact did iron her dress without harming it!
MMmmm interesting night! The project that i thought would only take like 2 more hours (if i started at 3:30) mmmmmmm didn't end till 1:30am. Yeah and Unfortunately i don't feel like it's my best work, but that's ok it was fun doing it with Rachel! When we were finished we decided oh we must go to dinner (yes at 2am dinner is necessary), and that Heather (Rachel's roomate) needed to come with us. So we headed down Cherry Road hoping to find some place besides Wendy's would be open. But much to our surprise Taco Bell was still open. My veins shivered with joy. So about 5 feet after the drive through lady handed us our food, we started thinking mmmmm where shall we partake (oh god rachel has influenced my vocabulary so much) of this wonderful feast. Well of course being lazy and being crazy, I insisted that pulling over immediately infront of the Taco Hell and eating on the side walk of Cherry Road should be a most enjoyable and entertaining experience. And you know what?
I was right. We ate, we drank and yes, as you might have already guessed we were merry. Yes indeedy! Rachel and I did some sloppy slow dancing, then proceeded to come up with more names that would propel dirty people of the opposite sex away. We came to the conclusion again that if you say "Hi. My Name is Ghonoria" in an overtly deep voice that all males will cease to exist on the earth, atleast to your knowledge. Also I came to the conclusion that even though i love feilds.... i hate grass.
A few other highlites include
Being attacked by grass
Being yelled at by passerby's
Finding other art students wondering on Cherry Road at 2am
Um I think that's all of the important bases for this evening. Well it is time for me to get some sleep, finally!!!!
Sorry if there are tons of errors on this pag, no need to affend ne one, but it's late and the words are becoming fuzzy!
Oh yes, and as an update, just for the record, Jessica Simpson ironed the other day, yes she did all by herself like a normal human her age, she infact did iron her dress without harming it!
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
So mmmm this morning at 4 am my roomate gets up to use the bathroom, and our suitemates have gotten in the habit of locking us out, Soooooo when i see her struggling to get into the bathroom, i automatically woke up and started cussing! A little like this "WHAT THE FUCK THEY DID IT AGAIN?? OH MY GOD! DAMN IT, DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMN IT! WELL CONSTANCE HONEY YOU JUST GET IN YOUR ROBE AND GO WAKE THEM UP, DON'T EVEN FEEL BAD, CAUSE THIS HAD GOTTEN OUT OF CONTROL!!!!!!!!!!" While i am ranting and raving i am also walking over to the door (naked of course) and stabbing a pen into the door hole to try and get it open! When i realize mmmmm "Constance honey did you realize that we had our side of the door locked." We both laugh about it, while she is going pee-pee, and then i lay in bed and fall back asleep still bantering to myself that we still need to talk to them about the problem, It has gotten outta control... and..... fuck.... yeah..... zzzzzzzzzzzzz
Monday, September 15, 2003
Ok everyone i have decided that i am going to share some secrets with you! If you read my page i must trust you in some form or another, i trust you enough not to tell everybody!!!!!!!! These secrets are hard to let go of, but i've realized that i'm crippling the world by not sharing these important facts!
#1 If you dump baby powder on your hair every two days you never have to wash it! Trust me this could save up to 7 or even eight hours of valuable time each week! Time that is purely wasted on vanity! I know you must be saying to yourself well won't that make my hair white, and the honest truth is yes! But it goes away rather fast, as long as you pat your head while rubbing your stomach!
Secret #2 Diet Barq's is amazing for something with 0 calories and 0 fat! Ok so that was a lame secret.
#3 After about 2 weeks underwear that was dirty has, by this time, cleaned itself! Unless you so happened to wear them on the way home from or during getting nooky, then those definitely need to be decontaminated! This trick should not be used often if you want to make friends, but occasionally if you already have nice friends, and for some reason your unable to find a mere 75 cents this is a very good back up plan! WARNING DO NOT DO THIS FOR MORE THAN TWO DAYS OR YOU WILL SUDDENLY BECOME LONELY! And think you're also saving the environment by using less water and energy!
#4 Cosmopolitan Magazine repeats the same sex advice every month, BUT atleast it's good advice, it's just unfortunate that when you are excited to try new things you normally don't have a male to practice on. Either that or you are using the recycled underwear method, in which all pants are to remain aboard the hips!
#5 Watch Eddie Izzard's comedy tapes! Something about a hot executive transvestite talking with a British accent just makes everything in life a little more cooky!
#6 Laugh out loud at all people who drink diet coke at McDonald's while they eat their triple cheeseburger!
#7 Oh God this is hard to let go of too! Whew! Ok EVERYONE SLEEP NAKED!!!! DO IT!!! DO IT!! DO IT!! I picked up this tip from my grandmother! She got me into the habit, along with some other personal reasons, but it's good for everybody I promise!
Ok maybe that's just me but i think that those are some of the best tips i've ever heard! I may decide to continue this blog at a later date! I'll guess we'll just have to wait it out huh? Muuuuu ha ha ha!
#1 If you dump baby powder on your hair every two days you never have to wash it! Trust me this could save up to 7 or even eight hours of valuable time each week! Time that is purely wasted on vanity! I know you must be saying to yourself well won't that make my hair white, and the honest truth is yes! But it goes away rather fast, as long as you pat your head while rubbing your stomach!
Secret #2 Diet Barq's is amazing for something with 0 calories and 0 fat! Ok so that was a lame secret.
#3 After about 2 weeks underwear that was dirty has, by this time, cleaned itself! Unless you so happened to wear them on the way home from or during getting nooky, then those definitely need to be decontaminated! This trick should not be used often if you want to make friends, but occasionally if you already have nice friends, and for some reason your unable to find a mere 75 cents this is a very good back up plan! WARNING DO NOT DO THIS FOR MORE THAN TWO DAYS OR YOU WILL SUDDENLY BECOME LONELY! And think you're also saving the environment by using less water and energy!
#4 Cosmopolitan Magazine repeats the same sex advice every month, BUT atleast it's good advice, it's just unfortunate that when you are excited to try new things you normally don't have a male to practice on. Either that or you are using the recycled underwear method, in which all pants are to remain aboard the hips!
#5 Watch Eddie Izzard's comedy tapes! Something about a hot executive transvestite talking with a British accent just makes everything in life a little more cooky!
#6 Laugh out loud at all people who drink diet coke at McDonald's while they eat their triple cheeseburger!
#7 Oh God this is hard to let go of too! Whew! Ok EVERYONE SLEEP NAKED!!!! DO IT!!! DO IT!! DO IT!! I picked up this tip from my grandmother! She got me into the habit, along with some other personal reasons, but it's good for everybody I promise!
Ok maybe that's just me but i think that those are some of the best tips i've ever heard! I may decide to continue this blog at a later date! I'll guess we'll just have to wait it out huh? Muuuuu ha ha ha!
Saturday, September 13, 2003
As i was laying on my couch in my room I realize how much god has blessed me! I am so thankfull for the sky, and how it lights up at night with beautiful stars, and how during the day the sunshines down and lights up my life. I am so thankful for that really amazing perfect breeze that will trickle in my room when my windows are open. I am thankfull for my freedom to be myself, and for the freedom of all Americans. I have the most amazing friends! Friends that are humble, strong, encouraging, inspiring, fun, and the kind of people that make you want to be a better person! I feel really blessed in my life right now! I feel so strong and independent, like i am learning more and more about who i really am all the time. Just like my life is amazing, and i just feel so Free!
Heyyyyyy! Ahhh Thursday after coming back from Summerville for the day I returned to my dorm to find Rachel, and Ellen (my two bestest friends) waiting outside for Constance (my roomate) to come down so they could go to Bar Charlotte! Well they were in the normal frantic "we have to get there real soon if we wanna get in for free" (before 10:30 it's free for girls). So there i am with a bag of clothes just in case i needed to stay another night in the ville, and they were begging me to come with them, but I didn't have enough time to run up to my room to change(taking into account i was in a fancy dress and whatnot) and get ready! So as they were waiting on Constance i decided what the hell i'm going no matter what! So on the sidewalk by my dorm, with lots of people milling around, i started putting the jeans that i had in my bag on underneath my dress and then Constance and I literally jumped in the van! As we are all driving down Cherry Road there i am changing my shirt and my underwear in Rachel's very very special and old family van, which is also recognized by it's big Jesus licensce plate on the front! Ne ways so we get there and goof off a little in the club. Unfortunately Rachel didn't feel good so we left, but on our way out of the parking garage we see this guy that looked like Clay Aiken (even though we knew it wasn't him) I forced rachel to roll down her window so that we could all holla at him. to which he replied "You girls are a bunch of trouble". Then driving down Tryon St. this cab driver pulls up and asks us to flash him while he is holding a video camera. Out of nowhere i started busting out the "Jesus loves you" song, and even that didn't stop him from stalkishly following us. After we lost the horny cab driver, we drove back to the Thrill and got some Jack in the Box!! The next day Rachel and I decided that we wanted to go get some good breakfast somewhere. So at like 1:30 we went to Bob Evans, which turned into a trip to to Pier One as well, then Micheals, then Good Will, then the art studio to drop our good will goodies off, and then to wal-mart, arby's and blockbuster. The trip to lunch turned into an all day adventure!!We then proceded to the art studio where we worked on transforming this table that i got for $4 into a beautiful settee/ottoman! It looks awesome! I would describe it as a French Style ottoman, with turned satin black legs, upholstered with Satin fabric! It looks like i paid over $100 for it, but the whole thing only cost me $15, so rock on right?
Maybe non of this made sense to anyone, except those who were present during the above events, but hey i tried! Well guys i'm still living it up in my new flat on Park Avenue, which again needs to be cleaned!
Oh yeah and i would also like to comment on the whole Jessica Simpson and Nick Lachey "Newlywed" show! Ok this is what i think and you might have to brace yourselves! Ok Jessica I am proud of you that you waited to have sex till you were married, and yes god did bless you with good looks, but if i may say so
YOU ARE THE BIGGEST DISGRACE TO WOMEN SINCE HILLARY CLINTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is pitiful that she can't clean up after herself! I'm not in anyways saying that women are required to play the role of house keeper, but hello your in your what middle 20's and you don't know how to do laundry? What the heck is wrong with you? She is so spoiled!! All she does is bitch and whine, bitch and whine, burp and whine! What a waste of an existance! And as for Nick, i don't know how any body could put up with her behavior, but i will say that he defintely needs to give her more attention! The show really is hilarious! I wouldn't say that the show makes me severly angry or even that i hate the two of them, but just that some people really never grow up! Constance and I were saying geez if she had to live in a dorm for a semester she would commit suicide! Ne ways guys that's enough sarcastic humor for this evening! Ta-Ta!
Maybe non of this made sense to anyone, except those who were present during the above events, but hey i tried! Well guys i'm still living it up in my new flat on Park Avenue, which again needs to be cleaned!
Oh yeah and i would also like to comment on the whole Jessica Simpson and Nick Lachey "Newlywed" show! Ok this is what i think and you might have to brace yourselves! Ok Jessica I am proud of you that you waited to have sex till you were married, and yes god did bless you with good looks, but if i may say so
YOU ARE THE BIGGEST DISGRACE TO WOMEN SINCE HILLARY CLINTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is pitiful that she can't clean up after herself! I'm not in anyways saying that women are required to play the role of house keeper, but hello your in your what middle 20's and you don't know how to do laundry? What the heck is wrong with you? She is so spoiled!! All she does is bitch and whine, bitch and whine, burp and whine! What a waste of an existance! And as for Nick, i don't know how any body could put up with her behavior, but i will say that he defintely needs to give her more attention! The show really is hilarious! I wouldn't say that the show makes me severly angry or even that i hate the two of them, but just that some people really never grow up! Constance and I were saying geez if she had to live in a dorm for a semester she would commit suicide! Ne ways guys that's enough sarcastic humor for this evening! Ta-Ta!
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
Hey guys! Ok so my last post was nothing but whinning, whinning and more whinning!! Here is my official apology to every one who wasted time reading it! Ok so last night i stayed up till 4 am working on this floor plan for my Design Presentation and Media class, and you know what I think that is when my year officially started (after my first all nighter that is). And this morning even though i didn't have very much sleep this day just started out great. Our first 3-hr studio was cancelled!! Yayayayayayayay! So Constance and I went to Java City, and then we came back to the room! It was so beautiful outside and we opened up the shades, curtains, and the window. Wow it was like amazing!! It was like our own little one bedroom, 1 bathroom flat, fully furnished, including a kitchenette (our micro-fridge), with a wonderful view of the University, and is located on beautiful Park Avenue. Sounds like a dream apartment for two huh?? Well from now on it is! Of course if i did some cleaning it could be amazing, but ya know how busy college life can get.
The fresh air was sooo nice, and wow WE JUST FELT LIKE REAL HUMANS!!!!! Then Rachel, Constance and I went to Dinkins to ride the bull, and do some other fun crazy activities they had set up outside!! Oh Gosh and I yes I cleaned my room! Not only did i clean, oh no, i swiffered, and made my bed, and cleaned everything!! It was like so amazing that Constance and I took pictures! We obviously needed to capture the moment, since our room may never look that clean again!
So Ne ways tomorrow i am being Sepienaed ( i have absolutely no clue on how to spell that word) to go to court for the reason that my state farm agency is being sued for an accident i was in 4 years ago. Ne ways so i will be in St. George all day, and i hope to return back in time to go out and enjoy the Thursday night college activities! If not it may be because my court date got moved to Friday and i have to stay the night, which i hope and pray is not the case! But ne ways the Full Moon tonight is amazing to look at! Wow talk about breath taking! That is probably why today has been really crazy! Much love and wishes to you!
The fresh air was sooo nice, and wow WE JUST FELT LIKE REAL HUMANS!!!!! Then Rachel, Constance and I went to Dinkins to ride the bull, and do some other fun crazy activities they had set up outside!! Oh Gosh and I yes I cleaned my room! Not only did i clean, oh no, i swiffered, and made my bed, and cleaned everything!! It was like so amazing that Constance and I took pictures! We obviously needed to capture the moment, since our room may never look that clean again!
So Ne ways tomorrow i am being Sepienaed ( i have absolutely no clue on how to spell that word) to go to court for the reason that my state farm agency is being sued for an accident i was in 4 years ago. Ne ways so i will be in St. George all day, and i hope to return back in time to go out and enjoy the Thursday night college activities! If not it may be because my court date got moved to Friday and i have to stay the night, which i hope and pray is not the case! But ne ways the Full Moon tonight is amazing to look at! Wow talk about breath taking! That is probably why today has been really crazy! Much love and wishes to you!
Monday, September 08, 2003
Ok so sorry that i haven't been updating my page lately, it's just that i haven't been inspired to write ne thing, or when i was inspired i'm afraid i would write something that would offend people. I dunno! Ok so you know what it seems like ever since i've gotten back, and even though i still have lots of work, that this year is like going so incredibly slow! It's like the days and nights are so long, and the whether, even when it's nice, it just seems like the air doesn't move. I think i've been discouraged a little by some of the other Interior Designers in my classes, just because of clickish reasons and snobbery. Also i've been a little confused about my love department, and just mixed feelings and whatnot. I also don't hear from my family that much, and since me and my mom are close i know it's gonna get real hard not seeing her for 3 months. Constance/my roomie and i, atleast i think, are getting along really well, i think that we kinda balance each other out in the room! Unfortuantely my messyness has not been dealt with this weekend, but i keep swearing that i will purse the problem soon. Also i've been thinking about classes within my major, and just exactly what i'm gonna do when i get out of here, and that whole idea can confuses me. Life after college??? Does it even exist???? Where??? How???? Will i ever get there???? Oh yeah and my diet that is really absolutely non-existant! Last year i was sooooooo good about it (you know for a college girl that is in love with chocolate), but now it's like the reason i'm not following it is because i really don't want to.
Oh yeah and church!!! This is really bad but every time i go, during the sermon at some point, i always think about sex!! I know it's bad but sometimes it does provide good entertainment. Wait no emily, don't say that! That's so terrible.
I guess i've just felt depressed lately, and i really don't know why. Maybe it's the lighting in my room! Maybe it's the fact that i'm lacking intimacy (you know the real kind). Maybe it's not having financial security from my parents. Maybe it's my family being far away, and not hearing from them. ANd i know that i'm always wondering when Mr. Right will show up and sweep me off my feet, but it just doesn't seem like that day is ever gonna get here. Maybe it's that my friends from last year are fading away (except for the close ones). I dunno exactly what i just know that i haven't been my normal crazy self lately. I haven't been running like a giraffe lately, that also may have something to do with it.
My life needs to stop being a sad song right now and it needs to become "Life is a Highway." (Sorry for the depressing post, hope it doesn't ruin your day.)
Oh yeah and church!!! This is really bad but every time i go, during the sermon at some point, i always think about sex!! I know it's bad but sometimes it does provide good entertainment. Wait no emily, don't say that! That's so terrible.
I guess i've just felt depressed lately, and i really don't know why. Maybe it's the lighting in my room! Maybe it's the fact that i'm lacking intimacy (you know the real kind). Maybe it's not having financial security from my parents. Maybe it's my family being far away, and not hearing from them. ANd i know that i'm always wondering when Mr. Right will show up and sweep me off my feet, but it just doesn't seem like that day is ever gonna get here. Maybe it's that my friends from last year are fading away (except for the close ones). I dunno exactly what i just know that i haven't been my normal crazy self lately. I haven't been running like a giraffe lately, that also may have something to do with it.
My life needs to stop being a sad song right now and it needs to become "Life is a Highway." (Sorry for the depressing post, hope it doesn't ruin your day.)
Monday, September 01, 2003
Soooooo let's see here, mmmmmm,
classes -ok except for darn schedule changes
Friends-good
diet- ehhhh i had a piece of cake for dinner i couldn't help myself and it was sooooooooooooo good too! I'm just not as drivin as last year with it.
car-god i gotta get my belts tightened (actually that needs to happen to my pants too cause geez i need to keep them on for real)
money-for now ok but soon will be living off ramin noodles and i hate ramin noodles
boys-or rather boy (what's wrong i'm down in number right now)
jlc-ahhh they just left me for a long time geez they tease me so!!!!!!
(pa) rentals- dunno i guess out of site out of mind
classes -ok except for darn schedule changes
Friends-good
diet- ehhhh i had a piece of cake for dinner i couldn't help myself and it was sooooooooooooo good too! I'm just not as drivin as last year with it.
car-god i gotta get my belts tightened (actually that needs to happen to my pants too cause geez i need to keep them on for real)
money-for now ok but soon will be living off ramin noodles and i hate ramin noodles
boys-or rather boy (what's wrong i'm down in number right now)
jlc-ahhh they just left me for a long time geez they tease me so!!!!!!
(pa) rentals- dunno i guess out of site out of mind
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