Sigh...tired...strange times...so much and yet so little going on...jerry walden....blah....art and design department ignore us....teachers not fulfilling their contracts...vagina monologues was fun to try out for....no role though...cheesecake factory with Brian 2 thumbs up....productiveness today...well one thumb up....decided reading now goes on the bottom of my to do lists or i won't get ne of the stuff i wouldn't mind doing done....me checking out guys in the cafe needs to stop...why don't i have a sex slave again.... donny where the hell are you?...new fish is going to decidedly be called martini....curious little fella...he seems a little italian in nature, and yes i'm still talking about my fish....god some women really are stupid!!!!...dear god please bless those without brains atleast some common sense....u know i should take my own advice sometimes....to bad i'm too horny most of the time to do that...(i know no one understood, which was intended)....i've been hearing from different sources that my blog has become known across the nations...ok i lied....but that people enjoy reading it....i've even heard i'm a good writer...who woulda thunk it?
If anyone reads my blogs that i don't know you should e-mail me at plutters13@hotmail.com, i'd be interested to know what you think. By the way everyone excuse my format tonight, but it just felt like it expressed my lazy nature at the time.

Howdy folks...well, well, well. Today has been interesting, but since many of you who read my blog already know the story, i don't feel like explaining it again to the same people, so moving on to other points. Sorry to those of you who i have confused...just deal!
(this is a different story) Well as a few of you know my old friend from high school, Jeneatte, has been talking to me about going with her to some auditions for some local theatre shows. It's just been interesting how much it has excited me and scared me! God i use to love being on stage, and i still love acting like i'm the lead star in my everyday life. Hey don't hate, it keeps things interesting, and usually playful. But the things i need to really consider are....number 1 do i have the time....and number 2 if i do have the time am i really ready to make the sacrifices i would need to to pull off something like this. I'm taking 18 hours, and even though i have less studios... i remember how worn out plays would make me afterwards, and how much time and energy they take. I do love the high that i get off of it though. I'm afraid that i can't act anymore, like that i'll try again and i will suck real real bad and just embarrass the panties right off myself. Ne ways i don't know what will happen! I'll just have to see! The only way i could pull it off and still keep my grades up would be if i really buckled my ass down to my readings and homework on any off time that i had. Which is exactly what i should be doing right now!
Actually i've surprised myself this semester with how much i actually have read and tried to keep up. So even though i have not fulfilled all my up to date reading assignments, i'm doing pretty good! (Tuscan Sun quote) "I got it! I got it! Whew!"
Damn i just found out today that one of the three Interior Design teachers is being asked to leave. I'm sad cause Greg was always joking and teasing with us, but then again you never know they may hire someone who will give this program something amazing! God our program keeps screwing us! We don't have real CAD and for that I still think we should put grass killer in the feilds spelling out "CAD or DIE, BITCH!"
Ha ha Haaa ok fingers...tired...oh....bye!

Tonight the girls and i went, finally, to go see Chasing Liberty. Not that it was an academy award winner or ne thing, but i love watching movies that make you feel like you could run away. Movies where you root for the lead character to just live her life without any restraints, and therefore after seeing it you feel you should live that way too. Adventure, Beauty, Freedom, "and above all things Love" (Moulin Rouge). Going out on a ledge, taking chances!
I always think about never wanting to feel tied down. I always want to feel independent and free! Which is why i think some people are skeptical, even myself sometimes, of if i'll ever find the right guy. But you know what i need. I need someone who wants to be free with me. Someone who won't think of my free spirit as something they will have to deal with but rather a quality that we both have. Like two free birds that form one spirit just waiting to soar together.
Sorry if i put anyone to sleep! It was just a thought i had today and i thought it was beautiful enough to share and also cheesy enough to share.
Ok sorry guys i landed back on earth. My room is a total mess. I really need to clean and do my reading tomorrow! Gosh my procrastination this semester needs to be stopped.
On another note! Saturday night i went on a wonderful date with this guy Brian. I'm not going to say too much about it, you know i want to keep my blog audience wanting more....but let's just say it went extemely well, and i can only hope you'll be reading more wonderful things about him in the near future.

FIRST DAY OF CLASSES is over! Sigh, soon i'm actually gonna have to get back to my readings. =( Sitting myself down to read is not my strong point.
Tomorrow night is gonna be awesome. We're celebrating Rachel, Chris's and Stefi's birthday at the 80's dance club in Charlotte. There is a big group of people coming, and it's just gonna be awesome!
Sorry guys i got interupted with a streak of laziness to type so i'm gonna stop this blog for tonight, but don't worry i should be back soon folks. I have an 8am class tomorrow, so i want to try and get some sleep! Night!

Ahhhhh back at the WU! How refreshing it tis! Sigh of happiness! Constance just got back last night, so we've been having fun chatting about all kinds of stuff! One topic was about this man who wanted to work at Hooters, not as a cook but as a waiter. He was gay, and he sued bc he thought that he should be able to wear the hooters outfit and serve as well. Constance was saying that if she went to hooters and a man served her, she would throw up! ANd all the men going to see half naked women serving them beer and wings, come only to find a man dressed in the outfit, who is gay. If there wasn't a riot then as sad as it is, he would get no tip. It's like if he tried to work at a female strip club, I mean come on! I could see how he could call discrimination, but then again there are several thing that are just divided up by same sexness. Like he could call discrimination if he wasn't allowed to be in the Miss America pagent. Crazy!
Ne ways it's been good times since i've been back. It was nice seeing Chris Taylor in Jacksonville. Sigh good ol Chris Taylor! We had a good time together. It's crazy seeing one of your first loves!
Last night getting together with Rachel, Chris, Ellen, and Emily Phillips to watch Bruce almight was lots of fun. I love my friends, they are so awesome! So thank you god for them! Thank you god for my safe trip, and thank you god for all of the good times i'm going to part take of this semester! Yeee Haw!